cHapteR I: officiaL 09.09.05
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
>>>>iM a typicaL guRLy sucker fOr thE idEa Of dEstiny, fatE, seRendipity…sOuLmate. aLways beEn amazEd by tHe idEa hOw cud a ceRtaiN suMone be tHe ryt peRsOn foR anOther bEing… patHetic, i knOw… LinGeRing tO tHat sO caLLed cOncept Of waitiNg fOr tHat peRfect tiMing, peRfect mOment to OccuR fOr twO pipOL,aS tHeiR diffeRent wOrLds inteRwined… but beLiv mE weN i sed tHat, irOnicaLy, i aiNt waitiNg, oR sHouLd i say tHat i waSn’t waitiNg foR my guy..tHe guy, whO wiL be tHe excemptiOn tO oL my ruLes, tO my ideaLs, tHe guy hu cud LiteraLy and figurativeLy take my bReatH away, tHe guy hus persOnaLity is mOLded by my Lo
Rd tO fit oN my every yeaRnings, tHe guy hu wiL i cOnsideR as tHe otHer haLf Of my sOuL, tHat guy…tHat specific guy hu cud make mE cRy aNd Laff at tHe samE tym, hu cud makE me sO mucH mad iN a sO caLm mOde, make me dReamy in faciNg reaLity, make mE feeL sO pretty duRing my wOrst haiR day, make mE feeL sO fuLfiLLed eveN whiLe juSt startiNg, maKe mE feEL Luvd eveN whiLe im huRtiNg, makE mE feeL stiL bEing misSed aNd LoNged fOr eVen wHiLe uR tOgetHer, tHat oNe guy hu cud makE my heaRt tHrob faSteR aNd tHen sLower in an aLternatE phasE, and tHat specific oNe hu caN make my Lyf feeL Lyk iN a rOLLeR coasteR ride witH LotS Of ups aNd dOwns, feaRs aNd wOrriEs… but stiLL feeL tHe wHoLe tiNges Of excitEment, tHriLL, aNd true gist of bLisS. i waSn’t waitiNg fOr hiM, i didN’t wait…cOz, sumhOw my feaR Of bEiNg fRustrated at tHe eNd of tHe prOcess is dOubLy enHanced aS tiMe caRries oN. i didn’t wait cOz i dOn’t wana expect anytHing…i didN’t wait, i didN’t hOpe fOr it, i didN’t expect….BUT HE CAME INTO MYLYF…aNd tHen i mOrphed intO a cOmpleteLy diffeRent peRsOn …A_COMPLETE_SOUL……iLoveyOu bebe…
